Went to the health center today and I was met with very bad news.Seems that my bodies attempts to eject the poison I had ingested is why I am sore. It is also the reason that my eyes have a little hemorrhaging to them. However, seems that I also got Conjunctivitis for my troubles. That is right folks! I gots the Pink Eye!
For my issues they have prescribed some sort of Sulfacetamide Sodium solution. I hate drops in my eyes, yet it has to be done...4 times a day/two in each eye. I am not happy.
Now we get to the really bad news. Seems after all these years of being Ok in the Blood Pressure department, I now have high blood pressure. They are going to monitor me for a couple of weeks. Just to make sure this condition has nothing to do with my sickness of last weekend. I believe it is just a product of my immensely stressful life when you add in my loss of car, good friends, stress from not being finished, stress from not being able to leave, stress from trying to get a job, stress stress stress. Life is getting me down.
(-_-')
30 comments:
u need to be around family x(
The pink eye is no fun...sorry for the news on the hypertension as well. DEstress thyself on the double!
You stole my "what's your function" quote! I was talking to him via AIM and he mentioned he had Conjunctivitis. I then responded by saying "What's your function." There. Proof. Can't deny it.
stop farting around on your blog and get to work and maybe you'll finish school, find a job and leave town.
yeah, because it takes so much time to write a blog, and none of the rest of us care about how D is.
anonymous, you are a truly trite piece of shit, full of false judgements and little else. begone, and take your little ass-squirts of nonsese raving with you.
I would suggest Anonymous look at the time stamp on my post.
Anonymous Jr. here...I agree with anonymous Sr. (in a less offensive way (as always)). Just buckle down and do whatever it takes to finish school. Illness, car wrecks, FATHER trouble, chick trouble, depression, and whatnot aside...the ONLY thing that will drown out those sorrows is graduation. That may even lead to a job. So maybe Senior has a point...STOP doing everything else. START writing, and don't stop until it is finished...even 9 p.m. is no excuse to stop writing. Coffee and other stimulant breaks are acceptable. I know you probably have other things you like to do, but are they are MUCH less important....PRIORITIES MAN!....maybe in the end you will have some good material for motivational speaches.
Eat me.
Junior again. Good start. Save time with short replies. Nice.
wow, an asshole and a junior asshole. what do you people do to have so much time to harass a good dude?
do you work in the bush administration?
I was trying to be positive. I was'nt harassing the D. Why do you turn everything into some kind of personal attack?
wow, there's the pot calling the kettle black...
i am a dick and not afraid to say it, speaking of the fearless personal inventory from a few blogs ago. you are harassing, so i'm harassing you. possibly you'll get over it, possibly you won't. i don't really care either way, this is enjoyable to me. if you don't like it, don't tell me, as i said, i don't give a shit. here's a multiple choice offering of solutions for you:
a) outlive me
b) pray for me, i like to get better
c) go fuck yourself
d) all of the above
the way i see it, you're out of options any other way, anonymous. you're not a good person by your own standards, but you're claiming to be. oops. me, i'm not a good person by most people's standards, but i'm not claiming to be, and i'm not intested in being good, so i feel pretty at peace with it. when i get to hell, i let them know about you, though...
At peace?....holy crap. Not much peaceful about that. Life sucks for you too, huh? Well, at least you get some joy out of feeling cybermacho.
Life is what you make of it, Anon. If you think you are "being helpful" by acting the way you are, guess again.
Do you know what "nemesis" means?
"cybermacho" is again the pot calling the kettle black, oh nameless-shameful, and again i have not claimed or made an implied claim to be someone i am not.
i said "pretty much at peace", not "peaceful". at peace is how i treat me. like dirt is how i treat people who are intentionally hurtful to my friends, bud. you are a small person in every possible way i could use the word small.
remember that as you re-evaluate your job at the bush administration.
I wasnt being hurtful....why do you keep saying that?
i'd say it's been made very clear thaat your advice, anonymous (ad=selling something, and vice is a bad habit), it not welcome, nor useful. since you keep offering critical advice when you've been asked not to, and told more than once that you are not being helpful, and yet you continue to offer advice, one must conclude that your intent is malicious, particularly in the light of your refusal to name yourself, leads one to conclude that you intent is malicious. (or that you know D and want to be critical without losing his friendship, which means that more than just an asshole, you're also a bad friend)
so, if you want to be not hurtful, or even helpful, take the advice you left here about looking in the mirror (not just the surficial shit you were offering, but the real soul-searching that comes under that). you are intentionally hurting someone i care about with all your shit here.
You know that you can adjust your blog settings so that no one can leave any messages as anonymous ?
well, this is too much fun to do that...
Thanks there CJ, You really let coward have it. Also, Injun, I could just block anonymous but as Dub said, this is more interesting. Plus, blocking anons would be the cowards way out.
Must be lots of us....oh well....i guess i should have made a name, but then i would be anonynot. I'll just watch from now on....Its way to hard to not be offensive. To anonymouses of the Future....set yourselves apart from the bad anonymouses. These guys are rather thin skinned, and mostly cant take jokes. So, be careful. Dont post anything that might truly upset someone who is preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, or ideal love; requires excessive admiration, believes that he or she is "special" and unique, or has a grandiose sense of self-importance. I LOVE CUT AND PASTE!
ANONYMOUS JUNIOR....SIGNING OFF.
Good luck to everyone.
Anon Jr. You are truely Pathetic.
You are on MY blog. Now, when those words sink in, repeat what you wrote to yourself. Feel silly? Good. Now you know.
*hiccup*
Why do you get so many anonymous posts:
By your own accounts, you are dissatisfied with the life you are leading. Most importantly, you CHOSE to describe many facts of your life in a public venue. This, whether you intended it or not, is easily interpreted as a "cry for help".
By reading your blog, it is not very difficult to perceive that many of your own actions, attitudes and personality traits, are most probably the cause of your depression and dissatisfaction. There are several situations described in which you are being hurtful to others and, notably, to yourself, even in a physical, and almost lethally way. However, at no point you take responsibilty for your actions, or even consider the possibility that, when you are suffering, it may be you who is at fault. This may or may not be an accurate representation of your reality, but it is, however, the image you are choosing to portray.
In short, you are describing and external "locus of control" throughout your entire blog, in a very obvious way. It is not surprising at all that people may want to point this out to you in the public space you chose to set up.
One more thing:
You are lucky to have a community of friends who cares about you. However, they all work together very efficiently at reinforcing your self-destructive behaviour, and sheltering you from any challenging view coming from someone outside the group. I'm sure their intentions are good, and they honestly care about you. They are truly close friends, but that doesn't necessarily make them good ones.
The fact that you or friends declare that external posts are neither wanted nor helpful, is largely irrelevant. Even victims of abuse would violently reject attempts to separate them from their abusers. In the case of a victim of self-inflicted pain, as you have chosen to portray yourself, negative reactions are to be expected. Additionally, this problably explains why posts are chosen to remain anonymous. Remember YOU chose to talk publicly about your life, in a space that allows people to comment on it and keep their privacy. Sure, some (certainly not all) of their comments are offensive, as many of your writings may seem. Wouldn't you like people to see past that?
I hope my comments are helpful, and certainly not miscontrued.
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Get over yourself.
You're not insulting D. Who brought a psychologist on board ?
Using reverse psychology and making assumptions (like Ann) only leads to the hypothesis that Ann has psychological issues and that is why said person wrote an essay to "help" one who does not need help, but only to "help" themself. It appears that Ann is bi-polar as well, suffering from a dimentia caused by self-inflicted wounds from high school days of failed suicide attempts. Blaming others for their problems, as well as being in "denial," are two main reasons why Ann mocked the D about how insulting he is, when in reality, Ann's ignorance breeds her own blindness. Ann is unable to see that the D is not insulting, but only speaking truths. The D is only expressing himself, not looking for help. Ann is looking for help.
WTF IS GOING ON HERE!
well, we're all correct at this point. except for anonymous. 'noners is just a dickhead.
who the fuck is ann walters anyway?
I kinda want to fuck ann coultier, except she prolly has teeth in her labia.
and truly, i am much more interested in Dr. Ruth's opinion...
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